Hello World, Today is Day 8 Sober and i am feeling so good. I got 8 hrs of sleep with no Friday hangover! Its pretty awesome to know i wont ever experience a hangover. I am at Iota cafe, Such an awesome atmosphere. Today will be a first in a very long time. A sober saturday sounded like a hell in the past now it seems like a blast to know exactly how its going to end. In the past with my Alcoholism it would always end ugly. Or regretful. Its good to know i am in control of my saturday nights from mow on. Why are saturdays such a self abusive night for youth. Alcohol is such a powerful drug that has killed millions directly and in directly and yet still legal but end the its the youths mind that makes those choices. I am currently seating next to a couple who is about to order a craft beer. Craft beer was my favorite especially IPA’s. I am sipping on a carmel latte. I can spell the hops from here but i am staying focus and not even a visual or smell can take away my Happiness and focus.
Not sure whats on the agenda for tonight maybe some bored games, food, karaoke, I do love to dance. I am so in love with Ktown! Ill be with some awesome and supportive peeps. Its important to have that in your life but if you don’t thats ok because in the end of the day the only person that keeps you sober is yourself. I am starting to get back that passion again for things i wanted to do when i got older. I feel like my disorder stunted my growth so i am still that high school kid trying to figure out whats next. Well i have an amazing passion for film and writing. As a kid film took me away from the chaos that surround my childhood, For 2 hrs i would not be worrying about my next meal, or if i am going to get beat. I would live vicariously through the actors on screen and act out scenes, i would even practice my oscar speech over and over again. As i got older my taste and film has gotten a bit snobby i must admit but nonetheless the passion still there to Act, Write and create.
I have been in few things and I have started writing an amazing story but i am bias of course. Sia on pandora is pretty amazing at the moment. I will be filling you guys in on my first saturday sober in a video blog. I am so grateful for life and for the love that surrounds me thats shine through me. Staying sober and watching the disorder that centers in my mind will take work but I am one million times ready to take it on and eventually the disorder will loose so much power it would be more life a bird chirp than a train horn. Thank you all for reading this and for being so supportive!
Stay connect with love, Adolfo
Feel good to B in control of your life Mijo, so proud of U. Continue doing what is best for U and go to church Mijo and thank God for his guidance and protection and know UR loved❤️👼! Tio and Tia
Dolfo, someone once said to me “sometimes you have to take two steps back to get one step ahead.” You are evolving, hang in there….baby steps. Love you.
Good for you!!