About

This is my first blog and its kinda scary. For the past five years I have been a really shitty Adolfo Due to my mental disorder called Alcoholism. With this disorder iv hurt everyone around me, crash cars, key cars, lie, steal, blackouts, turn into a monster. I Believe its called ism because it Inside Self & Mind…the real struggle will start now when iam not treating my alcoholism with alcohol. My mind will turn on me. I need to be aware of the mental voice that sounds like me. That knows what to say to me to get me to the bar. That is the ism! Iv been in and out of sober livings, had a bunch of relapses, lost some amazing friends and a boyfriend. I really want to beat this or learn how to be aware of my mind. I would also like to learn from others on how they live a sober life in there 20′s. My body and mind are already feeling the long term abuse. I am Excited, scared, lonely but also feeling a bit free.

 

21 thoughts on “About

  1. Mijo your Tio and Tia R here for U and will pray daily for your sobriety. UR not alone and with God and your positive attitude and family support U will succeed❤️❤️❤️👼❤️👼!!

  2. You can do this. I don’t know where you are located but I hope you are very very involved in AA and have a caring and strong sponsor. Hang out with the winners and you will become one – one day at a time.

  3. Thanks for following, please let me know where I’m headed, you and the fifteen others following are going to have to find a map somewhere.
    The road to sobriety is less a road and more like a goat trail, up the side of a very steep mountain with, fortunately many many Starbucks along the way. One of the worst traps you will encounter in the steps where you ask for forgiveness…first you have to forgive yourself, if you can’t honestly reach inside and pull out the strength that higher power has already given you, you will never believe that anyone else will be able to forgive you and you deny yourself any honest healing.
    peace out pilgrim

  4. We did have it rough… Almost make believe, as if we were talkin about a movie.. Most shit i tell people about our childhood they look T me as if im makin it up… Ohh how much i wish i was makin it up… But its the truth And i how i never will end up like them.. I love you so much… Im always here for you like you were for me when we were growin up.. I love u brother! 🙂

  5. Hey Adolfo! Congrats on your blog and your sobriety! 😀 Thank you so much for sharing yourself with all of us. I have a feeling by doing so, you’ll help countless others. Oh yeah! And thank you for the follow, too. 🙂
    ~Dulcinea

  6. Amazing story Adolfo, never ever give up. Live your life to the fullest,l. The gods are waiting for you to shine. 🙂

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