Hello friends End of day 72 Sobers, took a break from writing and found this short film from Mateusz M. Such a powerful mind blowing speech. Speaks to me in every cell. Don’t give up on that inner dream, we all have greatness inside us. We are the co creator of are life, Take risk and do not let others opinions of you become your reality. Get to know yourself and grow. Sober is the New Black. I hope this helps anyone out their who questions their greatness.
Hello friends today is day 38 sober and I am back to the grind from an amazing weekend. I am excited for my Three-day weekend coming up. A sober 4 of July!!! Some friends would like to BBQ, which sounds amazing, but another option is do a mini road trip. I’ve wanted to travel to an obscure town in CA, get a room and spend the weekend in an unknown town. The fourth of July is the perfect weekend to do so. I want to start shooting short films; I already have a few ideas in mind, I need to put them down on paper. I would also love to start shooting a documentarychronicling my struggle to stay sober from booze, past and ego. Sober is the New Black will be a great documentary but I would need to start saving for a 5d canon camera which is a few grand there is also a cheaper option which is the 7d canon. So I can take my mini trip or start saving for my camera? I probably can wait for the trip.
Film has always been a passion of mine and has saved me from a profoundly misfortunate childhood. As a child it was my escape from reality and still kind of is. So I try and watch a film a day. Yesterday I watch a film called August: Osage County it was remarkable film with such complex characters. The writing was phenomenal, it inspired me to continue to work on my nonfiction, and I am obsessed with complex characters. The cast was out of this world. Without giving too much away Meryl Streep plays Violet Weston she is a mom that’s an Addict. Her three daughters Barbara Weston played by Julia Roberts, Ivy Weston played by Julianne Nicholson, and Karen Weston played by Juliette Lewis c have to head back home for a not so good reason. Each character has conflict with each other and has to heal and evolve. A perfect film for date or date with yourself!
Today is day 38 sober and I am so grateful for every Second of sobriety. This journey so far has brought me closer to my true self and has fueled my passion that has been buried by Alcohol-ism. Sober is the New Black for me and its so sweet!
Hello friends just took a break in between films. I needed some food. This festival so far has inspired me to start filming shorts. Going to check out a local camera store and start investing in my dreams. Now that i am sober My passion for film and writing is coming back and its coming back like a flood! I deprived myself for so long that my list is so long but one thing at a time. I am currently at toms urban having some comfort food with a diet coke! Last time i was here it was a mess! Cravings are not in my space.
I saw a film called Club Sandwich from Mexico. It was a bit slow for my taste and I don’t mind slow but even my triple shot macchiato could not keep me up but the end got really good Overall uncertain terms takes the cake so far. About to close out and head to watch a film called MAN FROM RENO its a crime, mystery, thriller from Japan.