It’s 12:24am on day 53 sober, I am still awake on Sober is the New Black, the longer I am sober , I get more of an understanding on what love is and means. Learning how to love and accept love. How to show love, give love, create love within. How to build relationship with love and how to nurture love. I created this post from a deep place and felt these feelings inside needed to be released. This Letter consist of a poem I just wrote, photos and a song that connects to everyone in the photos Especially vince.
Choose
You choosen this lost boy with no direction
Loved the drunk with whiskey lips
Supported my empty shell of a body with your clouded eyes
Cuddled my lifeless limbs and bones with your tired arms
Wiped away my weeping tears of regret with your blister fingers
You fathered the fatherless with your broken heart
Cried, pleaded, begged, demand with your threats
Dug holes for a prisoner of the past to escape with your fading love
This boy now has direction with sweet lips
Body Shell filled with Love, joy and courage that shine’s out
Limbs and bones electrified with strength
Tears of joy now flow
Fathered by the universe
No longer a Prisoner from past
free’d from the dug holes
Let me build that path now
Let me love those bitter lips
Let my shine, shine through those clouded eyes
Let my endurance build those tired arms
Let my sober kisses heal those blistered fingers
Let my love seal that broken heart
Let my action wash away those past threats
I am now strong enough to dig holes for your prison past
Carry you to freedom
Choose me.
Let me choose you.
Love me.
Let me love you.
Hold me.
Let me hold you.
Choose us.
By Adolfo Vasquez
Stay connect with love, Adolfo
- Adolfo Vasquez
- blister fingers
- body shell
- choose
- Choose me
- Choose us
- choosen
- drunk
- free'd
- Hold me
- Let me choose you
- Let me hold you
- Let me love you
- lifeless limbs
- lost boy
- Love me
- poem I just wrote
- poetry
- prisoner from past
- sara bareilles i choose you
- seal that broken heart
- Sober is the new black
- sober kisses
- tears of joy
- weeping tears
- whiskey lips
Powerful post.
Sorry for taking so long to reply, I am really grateful for you reading this post. It was a hard write.
That was beautiful dolfo! I hope that one day you and my brother can find your way back to each other. We love you very much and you’ll always be a part of the family.
love you and thank you for your kinda words. I really truly love every part of the family and appreciate the support. Only time will tell. No matter were life takes me and even if vince isn’t in my life physically. Vince changed my life, so for that I will carry him in my heart forever.. He’ll be their when i publish my first book, to my first film, to my mom passing, to my first child because without those lesson he thought me and the courage he gave me i would not have any of those moments. I hope when the dust settles and the pain subsides, vince can see only the profound change he has brought me. I truly believe he was my life teacher.. I will never be the same. love you, the hubby and kids! ill see you again one day hopefully holding on to Vincent arm.