DAY 99 Sober: MY Inner Ninja

Hello friends today is day 99 sober, it’s the eve of my 100 days sober. Kind of feels like my own little Christmas. Today I only allow bliss nothing is going to take that away. Not even the mean clients at work or the stresses of life. Today I’ve been in tears most of the day because I know how much healing had to be put into getting here. How much work, tears, surrendering, being honest, accepting, dealing, creating love for me, coping with life, and doing it all without that one thing that was a constant friend, that booze. More like a hidden enemy. It was the only thing that was consent in my life but also killed everything good in my life. It feels good be rid of that life thief, money grabber, band aid over a gaping whole in my soul. 



99 days for me is a huge thing and with everyday that passes gratefulness is what I feel. There are millions of people who never get to this point, and some might have even passed away from this battle. There are no words to describe how determine I am to continue this journey of finding me and now that I am finding me I can start creating my future. I have some stuff on the horizon that blows my mind and hopefully inspires others to start creating in their life. So tonight I just want to pay respects to anyone who passed away from addiction, there battle lives on in my heart and it reminds me to also do my work and stay focus. Their deaths are not in vain. I wish I can find a cure, I really do but I cant and will not. Only thing I can do is to create with in me so I can inspire. I want to also be inspired by others. I don’t ever want to have all the answers because once I think I know it all than I stop growing and evolving. I just want to be a better me tomorrow than I am today. I am working towards sober from booze, sober from past, sober from ego, sober from anything and everything that is barrier from reaching my full potential. Sober is the new black. There are no words for the love I feel for you, who continues to take time out of your life to stay on this journey with me, and check in.





This song from Classified and David Myles Inner Ninja is exactly me in this moment, nothing going to stop me now. Going to go hard because i am long overdue. 


DAY 93 Sober: A Sober Night out

Hello friends today is day 93 sober, it’s been such a busy week . I started transitioning into my seasonal job, I will still be working at the non profit. I’ve been annoyed with a new boss from the nonprofit. He is really aggressive in making a name for himself which I understand new boss usually do. He just goes about it in a rude way. I notice about myself if people are rude then my patience disappear in being nice with them. I can’t let others unhappiness affect mine. People should be nice to one another period. It can be hard if your are having a bad day but its possible. I’m grateful my mind is clear enough to see what I need to work on. I also wonder how much of it is just being a human, and not so much the addiction. Humans feel annoyed. I sometime wonder if me feeling these feelings will worry my family. I should be able to feel these things and it doesn’t mean I will drink. I know with every cell I wont.


I love that I am aware of the things I need to change; I want to be the best I can be in every moment. I’ve been writing a lot more. Which is great, every time I write a poem, its like I am giving birth. I get emotional when it’s done. Today my goal is to only write. At least 20 poems. I found this Café that is a perfect place. I get inspired being outdoors.



Yesterday after the working meeting I was going to go write but some friends wanted to go hangout, I was going to say no and continue to be a hermit but I knew I needed to get out more. I am so glad I did, we were out till 3 am. Sober fun is pretty amazing, waking up with your body refresh without any hangover, no pain and remembering the night. My friends did drink and I had no cravings. We went for drinks after the meeting I had a coffee, then after we hit up a bowling alley. I love to bowl and pretty good. The alley had everything from an arcade to pool tables. I had such a blast, it made me realize writing is important but so is having a social life. With that said I do enjoy being alone. Sober is such a wonderful state a mind. I don’t just want to be sober from booze but also sober from ego, past, guilt, sober from anything that is preventing me from reaching my full potential. Sober is the New Black. I am grateful life, friends, sober fun, love, and writing.


Iggy Azalea work is a great song, Its exactly  what I am doing, I am working no me. 





Stay connect with love, Adolfo

DAY 62 Sober: Sober from Past, Pain, Fear, Guilt, Booze

Hello friends today is day 62 sober, I am sitting in Koreatown in this amazing peaceful café that has such a beautiful surrounding. Today is my first Thursday off of work in awhile. I slept in pretty late, it felt so good to let my body choose when its ready to wake. I woke up so happy, my usual routine when I first wake is to turn to my side and grab my phone, and check my blog Sober is the New Black than Facebook. It feels so great seeing the love from others and it warms my day. Today my plan is to finish my long read that consist of my childhood and teen years. Yesterday I talked to most of my family and they are so supportive in my journey in sobriety, Very grateful for their love. When i get in the shower I meet with my higher-power and i cleanse yesterdays fears and worries. Today is a fresh start with endless possibilities, no matter that state of mind I am currently in or was I control my mind and thoughts, good ones inn, bad ones out. Not going to be a prisoner of yesterdays actions but a pioneer of today moments! This is a short post but my goal is to have my childhood and teen years up later today so I have to prepare my mind and prepare to weep for that 3 year old Adolfo. Leaving with a song that is so inspiring, I am grateful for life, being Sober, and for everybody who is in recovery standing with me in this battle, Sober from past, sober from ego, sober from pain, sober from fear, sober from Booze 

Skyscraper From Demi Lovato is for Alcohol that has taken it all away. 


Stay connect with Love, Adolfo