I wonder if he will ever know the pain he caused
When he decided to let go.
I wonder if he stays up at night starring at the empty side of the bed.
Maybe he’s getting head.
I wonder if he notice the missing echo of my laughter.
Probably on a different chapter.
I wonder when he knew I was not worth fighting for.
Sure it was the Liquor store.
I wonder if he will forget they way I smell and taste.
I wonder if he misses my touch.
If so Not much.
I wonder if I will ever let go.
Need to let it flow.
I wonder if I will ever stop looking at the empty side of the bed.
Kind of what I dread.
I wonder when I will stop hearing his laughter and voice.
I need to make that choice.
I wonder when I will stop fighting.
The decision needs to be inviting.
I wonder if ill forget the way he smells and taste.
Needs to be erased.
I wonder when I will stop craving his touch.
A bit too much.
I wonder if we both will see love in someone else eyes.
I wonder if we will ever see blue skies.
I wonder if we will ever travel down the same road.
I wonder if it will be as cold.
I wonder if we will be untied from the fatal past.
I wonder if love will always be an overcast.